So i went for a drink to celebrate life. Its always a bad idea to go for a drink especially when youre sick. I woke up wednesday not sure what was worse… my hangover or my illness so i just stayed in bed. Thursday and Friday was all spent in bed with a few interruptions for food etc

I have to wonder though, was it a burn out as well? because i havent had time off in 7 months its very possible that that was a burnout. I slept way too much for it to be normal.

I went on a date though… Havent been on a date in a while (and this is not because im unattractive, its just because i dont do ‘dates’)and then it turned out that the guy was not my type… so i promptly put him in the ‘friend zone’ and we talked for hours, which made me realize that i haven’t ‘opened up’ to anyone in a while so that was quite therapeutic and now im back at work and its Monday and im soooo appreciating having sick leave last week…

This was interesting…  Especially the ‘how strangely and beautifully unique each of you are’ post. Just read it… it sums up how i feel perfectly.

This just made me laugh…and laugh…and laugh! I love these two sites…i think it takes a genius to be that funny… between theblogess and hyperbole im good…

Funny stuff

I have mixed feeling about this site… I mean besides it being a hilarious concept, it does kinda seem like its a ‘how to commit suicide’ guide… Indirectly that is, still its funny as hell… My all time favorite is tfln im totally addicted to it… I dont particularly like Kenyan sites they seem to have a sell by date but for that there is always Kenyaunlimited.

Me stuff

I know youre probably going ‘this is soooooo BORING!’ so im going to try to stop by telling you why im writing at all… Im scared, and maybe a bit lonely. Lately i have realized i suppress my emotions a lot just to be socially acceptable, so i tried to slowly introduce the concept of a emotional me to my friends but it didnt work….It made them start avoiding and ignoring me instead which, as sad as it makes me, is just how humans are. So now i have a dilemma… do i keep my emotionally-stunted-and-probably-not-real friends? OR do i stop being their friends? OR do i do nothing…

Im that chick…you know the happy-go-lucky-always-smiling-chick so no one ever worries about me… but on the inside im scared, and alone, and no ones worried, just me…:( and that makes me sad… so i smile at everyone and wonder why they think i will be ok…. wonder if they care…wonder why, if they actually care, why they let me fall… anyway on to the next…

Other stuff

I figured out my link problem… as you can probably tell so now im on to my new challenge…add-stuff-to-blog-till-it-overflows… Anyone know how to do this? Give me ideas on how to change my look…or how to improve my site…even critisise my content i dont care!

brrrrrrr its cold in here…no one to keep me e-warm

In other news i have completely forgotten how to post links! HELP…

I also wanna start a critique blog i just cant think of what to name it… Ideas?

Well not quite i mean in fairytale land that would mean she was just chilling eating berries and living the life you know? Anyway she moved countries..blogged… settled back down in her home country and just got lazy. You know, like a married woman laying on those pounds…. and totally forgot about her cherished, endeared blog.

A year passed… and she didnt even look at it. Then one day she got a job offer! to write! so she went back to her blog imploring it to love her and give her some material to use on her portfolio… but her blog was unforgiving… you know, a blog scorned? Her blog was now in a relationship with some dude called Malware… and Malware wouldn’t let blog let the poor little girl in.

(IM KINDA TIRED OF WRITING LIKE THIS)

So the little girl went running to daddy (IT guy… mine is called Stig  ’Some say…’ get it? get it? Top Gear you &$%*&!!!!) and he couldnt fix it(and Malware started stalking all the computers at work) so she started the new blog.

Anticlimax?

Never said it would be a good story

Im NEVER writing like that again… seriously im just never doing it!